I finally found where I belong

Safety and Normalcy

I have been here already 4 weeks. The Lord has been so faithful in making this transition non-existent. I find that everything I have given up there, I have received in greater quantity in different ways here. Of course I have irreplaceable relationships at home, but I find the new ones are just as irreplaceable and meaningful. To Love with out reason is so freeing.

I do about 40-50 hours in the prayer room. I really thought that this would be the hardest transition. To go from the racing and running to sitting and waiting. From the first minute I sat down in the old fashioned ill-lit room, I fell in love with it. It feels so normal to just sit for 8 hours a day and do nothing but talk to the Lord. I feel like I really have found where I belong. There have been no bolts of lightening or thunderous rapids but in the slowness of His speech I have found a safety and a love completely undeniable, unbearable, unexplainable, unthinkable and I will never let go of it.

I praise God for His faithfulness. I have obediently followed what He spoke to me, and He has not left me high and dry. Thank you Father!!!